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MorgothErmis
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Posted: 1-Jan-08 22:15 GMT (#1993)

Why do I live
Why am I so different.
Why do we have to keep on this endless vicious spiral of life and death
Why do I have such bad luck
Why am I so weak

Why do I always feel like that

Born alone beneath pale sardonic skies

 
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Posted: 3-Jan-08 13:52 GMT (#1994)

dissatisfied unhappiness... dissatisfied unhappiness... dissatisfied unhappiness... dissatisfied unhappiness... dissatisfied unhappiness... dissatisfied unhappiness... dissatisfied unhappiness... dissatisfied unhappiness... dissatisfied unhappiness... dissatisfied unhappiness...

c16h13cin2o

 
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Posted: 3-Jan-08 21:03 GMT (#1995)

MorgothErmis wrote :
Why do I always feel like that
just drink less. the less you drink the less hangover you have, i guess, haha

chin up man! life goes on, some good things are waiting for everybody, more or less, just notice them and then appreciate them, and try not to give a shit about others. life's too short for shit.

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paint me a room where i can dream

 
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Posted: 9-Jan-08 11:20 GMT (#1996)

i agree with sopel. life IS full of shit so don't give a shit about people that mean nothing to u.
just know that when u ask why no one will ever answer to u so ask how...

Another day unfolds...and still..i exist

 
MorgothErmis
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Posted: 14-Jan-08 21:59 GMT (#1997)

What to do, when so much pain, so much psychological abuse..
from people of your family..

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MorgothErmis
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Posted: 14-Jan-08 22:07 GMT (#1998)

For so many years..my stepfather made me feel like shit, he made my mother feel like garbage, and me too. Now he does the same with his little daughter, not older than 9 years old..
What kind of monster yells at a 9 year old "It's your fault"...He even hit my mom..
Now I left from that lair for 2 years, but my real father has issues too... Somebody help me...he curses so much..
Why do I have to endure so much pain..What have I done wrong in the past life..
My stepfather destroyed my confidence, left me scars forever, to hate myself, like he hated himself..

to flee from my town where my friends loved me and to go to somewhere I know noone there,

Now my real father, to whom I fled after my stepfather hit my mom, curses so bad and wages a psychological war towards me, as he did with his daughter..

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Devilsoul
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Posted: 11-Feb-08 10:36 GMT (#2000)

people are selfish my friend...even if they become parents they keep this is their character..i feel ur pain and distress but u live in a close society and wherever you go u'll face things that take u back to how ur father and step-father treat u...
in my honest opinion?....flee away... go and live with friends,ur girlfriend,ur boyfriend...create an environment of ur own with ur own rules and where noone has the right to hurt u...
seriously now...
parents are just humans...they don't care about other people's emotions..a man who beats his wife is not a man at all...

ps excuse my greek:
gama tous re file. pigene zise monos sou kapou vres mia doulia kane tin diki sou zoi,taxidepse k ase piso tous gonis sou...den exoun kanena dikeoma pano sou i pano sta aisthimata sou. den xero poso xronon ise akougese giro sta 18 toulaxiston..alla an ise pio mikros tote kalitera na milisis se ena idiko gia to thema sou...

ime mazi sou all the way... live ur life AWAY from everything that hurts u..

Another day unfolds...and still..i exist

 
MorgothErmis
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Posted: 26-Feb-08 20:59 GMT (#2002)

Thanks for the advice adreas but still.
I cannot flee . Not yet. But I will eventually..
The karma  changes only when you die though
Because nothing in life is coincidental, and everything happens for a reason .
Even little things happen for a reason my friend.

Born alone beneath pale sardonic skies

 

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